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April 22nd, 2008 3:30pm] |
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I Knew this day would come
where you would be here with us no longer
for you in my life you have played a special part
You are someone that can't be left behind
for in my heart there will always be a place for you
you will surely shine through
You taught me right from wrong and good from bad.
I feel lucky and privileged to have known you and
to been apart of your life.
Cuca Mom, you were my inspiration to stay strong and my
key to ambition.
You fought with your heart and your soul
you fought for us all
The memories with you I will treasure and keep close to my heart
God didn't take you away from me
he just made you my guardian angel with wings
I know your place in heaven has a great view
because you're telling god
I need to keep an eye on a few
Tears fall from my eyes, lost in memories of you
I miss you and love you so much
I refuse to say goodbye , cause you will forever live in me
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[Sunday
March 16th, 2008 1:41am] |
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Far Away
I stepped out for just a little while
And forgot to come back that night
skipping over mile and mile
the world beneath my feet
seemed so right
From far away everything looks so perfect
It looks like what i will never be
blooming flowers, crested hills, and the rolling sea
contented minds, hope, and distant dreams
and there was a simple beauty
to where the objects lay
Everything fits so perfectly from far away
When you cant see the jagged imperfections
the cracks in my walls
the ugly distorted reflections
of all the noble wishes we hold for humanity
Everything fits so perfectly
Your hand fits in mine
like a lock around a key
and you could see
everything inside me
everything there is to find
the wonders and the pain
inside this mind
all my perfect mysterious misery
But only from far away...
And I float closer so to hope to see inside your eyes
but I can only see my reflection
and so ends my deception
as your hand glides to your hip
and you look right through me
I stay forever far away
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[Tuesday
December 4th, 2007 9:46pm] |
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hey peeps
haven't written in this too much I want to get started back into it
especially since i have a lot on my mind tonight..
ugh. so i have been with my lovely boyfriend lee
about 11 months..
and just recently jealous has hit me
i have no idea why really im not one to be really jealous
especially cause i have trust him with soo much
i don't know why but now its different
he started playing this online game ... world of warcraft
and i hate it with a PASSION like seriously loathe it
he talks to soo many females
and to top it off he met this girl in one of his classes
that loves it and plays it too and lee has a thing for curvy girls
and she is a lot bigger than i but.. he really likes girls with curves...
today i was going through his phone playing a game.. and i read his
AIM conversation with her..
he called her soo many times this morning.. its like whatttttt the fuck is goingon here
.. the chick so calls has a boyfriend.. but its like who fucking calls someone who is just a friend
not even really a friend but just a classmate but anywho.. ugh im really needing
help to how to deal with it.. i can't talk to him about oh why did you talk to her soo many times
cause it will just cause a problem but seriously
i love this guy to death and i trust him..
but wtf .. does this chick need to be calling him ..
its like oh my hands are full and i still wanna talk to you.. its like the fucker could of called me
and the fucking chick could of called her "bf" ugh.. someone give me advice .. PLEASEEEEEEE
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[Tuesday
September 18th, 2007 9:22pm] |
There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come
And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you've started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it
Maybe it's all you're running from
Perfection will not come
Maybe you want her maybe you need her
Maybe you had her maybe you lost her to another
To another
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[Wednesday
June 27th, 2007 11:35pm] |
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[Wednesday
March 28th, 2007 10:47pm] |
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so sarah was telling me about these myspace horoscopes
so i looked up all my good friends and this is what i got
me & Albert
Friendship Compatibility of Taurus with Capricorn
Although you and Capricorn are quite cautious by nature, you'll probably form a friendship very quickly. That's because you're both Earth signs and share many of the same dreams and goals. For instance, you both want a life that is comfortable, stable and prosperous. You crave beauty and the Goat yearns for stature. Together, you can satisfy each other's needs and help meet each other's goals. Depend on Capricorn to buy you that gorgeous painting you've been eyeing for your birthday. In return, you'll help Capricorn find an impressive job that puts them in the corner office. Yes, you'll sometimes complain that this sign works too hard, while your pal will accuse you of laziness, but for the most part, this friendship will be marked by perfect accord. You both enjoy activities like mountain biking, coin collecting and pottery.
then..
Becky and i
Friendship Compatibility of Taurus with Sagittarius
Your Sagittarian friend is a bit of a puzzle for you. You can't understand how this sign can be so darned enthusiastic, especially in the morning! This confusion isn't one-sided. The Archer doesn't get how you can take so much pleasure out of doing the same things over and over again. The look of joy that you get each time you bite into a tomato sandwich is totally mystifying to this pal, especially since they've seen you bring the same lunch to work for the past 16 years. Despite your radically different natures, you do possess traits that the other admires. You love your pal's easy-going ways, while Sagittarius adores your sense of humor. The two of you could find mutual enjoyment in cross-country running, rock music and picnics.
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Lysandra and myself
Friendship Compatibility of Taurus with Scorpio
Scorpio is your astrological opposite, but that doesn't mean you can't form a friendship together. True, you're not a fan of Scorpio's evasions, while this sign doesn't appreciate your lack of curiosity. Still, you each possess qualities that the other admires. For instance, Scorpio delights in your sense of humor, while you're impressed with Scorpio's perceptiveness. You respect Scorpio's privacy and your friend applauds your financial sense. You long for Scorpio's passion, while your pal yearns for your leisurely approach. If you can withstand your pal's manipulative behavior, they'll ignore your stubbornness. The two of you may share an interest in wine-tasting, film and dance and often use these activities as a means to smooth over your many differences.
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Natalie (honkErS) and i
Friendship Compatibility of Taurus with Virgo
This is a lovely friendship that affords much affection, security and happiness. You appreciate Virgo's problem-solving abilities, while the Virgin adores your gift with finances. You respect your pal's honesty and your friend reveres your loyalty. The two of you have a great appreciation for nature and may enjoy talking long walks through the park together. Eating outdoors also appeals to you, especially if you remember to take along plenty of napkins, hand sanitizer and garbage bags. (Alas, Virgo is a notorious neat freak.) Try not to get too hung up on the Virgin's fastidious ways ... after all, your pal has to put up with your stubbornness! The two of you might also have fun gardening, cooking and quilting together.
and last but not forgotten
my honey and i
Love Compatibility of Taurus with Gemini
Taurus and Gemini have a lot in common. You both love the arts, and can spend endless amounts of time talking about and enjoying them together. You prefer art forms that encompass more than one of the senses, like massage or music. Your Gemini, on the other hand, is enchanted by words - poetry, riddles and light-hearted banter. You both appreciate the beauty of your surrounding, too, and have an intense love for one another. Gemini's flighty behavior might be a challenge for someone as grounded as you, but it could also be just the excitement you need and knowing you two are equal to as one.
i say very interesting to them all ..
a lot of them i do say i agree with some one or two im like ehh.. i dunno about that
but i thought id share
&hearts
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[Tuesday
February 20th, 2007 12:47am] |
is this really happening..
like.. a guy really cares about me..
other than.. just guy friends..
you know i thought i would of got what i had from
someone else..
even though.. he is shy to appreciate me and show me
but oh well..
but seriously is this dream or what..
^^^
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[Thursday
January 4th, 2007 10:05pm] |
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Erica,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Thursday, January 4:
The energy during the day is excellent for reaching out -- and for very likely getting excellent responses. Take care of romantic matters before this evening, though, when things tend to get more tangled.
ehh.. so i guess ryan is out of the picture now.. we just dont have anything in common.. im not so thin for him.. im just not the girl..
oh well .. so for now on erica is being single.. til mr. Prince charming finds her..
Erica,
Here is your horoscope
for Thursday, January 4:
It's important to pay attention to your feelings, but make sure you're not rushing into a situation that could be easily sidestepped. Let your emotions cool down, and then go talk to the parties involved.
ha, thats funny.. cause i am gonna pay more attention to them.. and play it cool and relax and enjoy life.. and a new semester ahead of me
.. the last thing i need is love.. the only male that could ever change that is .. but i doubt that ill ever happen cause he likes other girls..
=(
eh i havent written in here in awhile..
i guess its cause i didnt have my computer for few days.. along with
soo much drama going on in my life no time to vent.. but to my best friend
.. which is albert... lol i swear that guy deals with me soo much.. and then the fact of criss and i being friends again helps
Sucks that i cant have a friend like her out in san diego.. but who knows eventually ill find a close girl friend.. who knows hopefully with school coming up
life will get more easier.. im acutally looking forward to next semester .. since i got good choice of classes.. im finally going to get the job at home depot .. then work on saving money to go somewhere nice for spring break.. anyone wanna go somewhere.. lol im saving money and i dont even know where i wanna go.. oh and im on this diet thing.. where im loosing weight.. hopefully.. but right now im sick.. i think im sick cause the lack of eating past few days.. since i have been in and out of the hospital with staying with my grandma then going in for myself since i am sick its aweful feeling but who knows .. i feel that im falling apart..def am emotionally drained out.. i think i worry too much.. and i worry too much what others think of me .. sometimes i give the best advice and i dont even take it for myself .. i wonder if thats just being childish or just not wanting to face my fears?.. who knows.. hear i am sick and im on the computer smart.. move i guess im making but i wanted to vent im sick of putting albert and other people through my venting and what not its not fair to them.. and especially albert .. i have been crying soo much sometimes i wonder if im just gonna suck all the water out of me cause i cry too much.. hmm.. i love the music from the fray.. it always tends to bring a smile to my face.. and recently got stuck to listening to the band him cause of my cousin.. =(.. brings back sad memories ..
anywho.. i think im done writing tonight.. i was gonna share some new poems but ehh
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[Thursday
December 21st, 2006 2:45am] |
how can someone make you soo happy but at the same time soo sad?
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[Thursday
December 7th, 2006 12:44pm] |
how do you tell one of your best friends in the whole entire world...
that you like him?
... the world will never know ...
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[Friday
September 15th, 2006 11:36pm] |
Erica,
Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, September 13:
Chance meetings and spontaneous actions could turn into happy, healthy lifelong relationships. Let yourself be free. Focus on exploration and trying new activities. Meet new people.
.... interesting
Erica,
Here is your horoscope
for Friday, September 15:
Someone close to you is toting a 'Handle with Care' warning. Most don't even see it, but your extra-sensitive radar has you on red alert. This person appreciates your insight and understanding.
.... i honestly dont get this one can someone help me?
Erica,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Friday, September 15:
A random meeting, conversation or coincidence isn't quite so random after all. Every moment is powerful and precious -- and lately, they all carry massive potential for romance. Be aware as you move throughout your day.
hahaha... hmmm i swear these things are soo funny and make my life soo much more amuzing..
soo... i havent wrote here in forever.. well just not as much as i used to well if you havent figured it out.. um i finally cut aaron out of my life.. ya.. and im glad his gone all he did was make me feel bad.. and i allowed him to do it .. its my ignorance.. but i guess everyone is blind by that when they care for someone.. so since i finally woke up to see how he was really hurting me.. and even though i did love the guy.. i had to let him go.. i dont think he really knows.. whats going on or cares to know.. either.. since he dumped me for a 16 year old.. ya.. which is sad for him cause his 20.. but its okay.. im happy even though i moved here as well for lust.. but the other reasons i did is what im doing good at so far new life, new school, new friends..
which i adore my new friends out here hehe albert is the best! his goof ball.. my friend nichole.. she is awesome soo sweet, there is this other guy nick.. but hmmm who knows his def cute.. and ehh but he reminds me too much like the rest of the dufus's i used to date.. and some what like mr. retard.. lol.. but im just wanting friends.. thats all .. and they all go to my school which is great.. but .. ya.. im happy go ERICA!!! i doubt anyone reads this but im happy for myself..
well im goin to bedddddd
thought id share all my new info with my lj peeps
<3
erica
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[Monday
August 7th, 2006 7:44pm] |
Erica,
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, August 7:
Interpreting someone else's silence can be nerve-racking, so don't even try. Instead, be a little silent yourself. Their attitude has very little to do with you and everything to do with their own issues.
haha, thats soo funny cause i was talking to aaron ..and he didnt seem like he was in a good mood now im just going to give him his space!.. lol
but oh well
who knows whats up with him..but mannnnnn lastnight hehe
was pretty nice hopefully more nights like those!!
Erica,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Monday, August 7:
Learn to accept yourself. That means seeing both your positive attributes and those parts of your personality that need more TLC. The search for love may have to go on the back burner for now, but that's fine.
ya.. i know i have learn to accept it.. that i dont know anyone here yet.. and ill be meeting more new peeps soon .. hopefully sooner
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[Wednesday
August 2nd, 2006 10:13pm] |
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Erica,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Wednesday, August 2:
You're so curious about this potential new sweetie, but are you really just filled with innocent speculation? Examine your motives and make sure there aren't any ulterior impulses behind your recent questions.
hahahahaha..
who knows about that.. but im curious cause whos the guy? lol
Erica,
Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, August 2:
You're one hot tamale. Everyone wants to be near you, so make sure you focus your attention only on those people who you want to stick around. Wheeling and dealing is right up your alley at this time.
hahahahaha, i wish i could say i felt that special
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[Wednesday
July 19th, 2006 8:15pm] |
Erica,
Here is your horoscope
for Tuesday, July 18:
Is there anything more agonizing (or anxiety-inducing) than anticipation? Take some deep breaths and enjoy what you have now. Too much pressure will remove the pleasure of your anticipated event.
ehhhh i dont know im trying to relax
Erica,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Tuesday, July 18:
If you're into looking for a relationship, well, the stars say you're relating especially well to others. Watch for an interaction with a spark. If you're just enjoying singledom, you'll have a ton of fun now too.
ehhhh
i only want one GUY
but he doesnt want me
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[Sunday
May 21st, 2006 1:26pm] |
Erica,
Here is your horoscope
for Saturday, May 20:
It's funny what happens when you know you're desirable -- the world starts believing it too. Having high self-esteem doesn't make you vain. On the contrary, knowing your self-worth makes you appreciate others more.
hahahaha
oh my .. desirable.. i dunno about that..
i like feeling appreciated by people especially who you admire
Erica,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Sunday, May 21:
It's a good night for double dates or parties rather than intimate settings. You're in no danger, but you will do better in situations in which you can show off your social graces.
hmmm i dunno.. all i know is that im single and im glad but their is only
one guy i want and im waiting for him
hehe <3 nathan <3
imm sooo high right now .. but i know what im talking about i really like him yay!!
i think he likes me too who knows though
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[Thursday
May 18th, 2006 9:10pm] |
Erica,
Here is your horoscope
for Wednesday, May 17:
The fear is far more intimidating than the task itself. Tackle this onerous job, and you'll find that it's easier than you would've believed. In fact, you'll realize that your imagination made it far worse than the reality.
sooo it looks like i got a new job!!!
yay!!
ill be working at borders i start next monday but i go in on friday
to get all checked out and fill out more papers
Erica,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Thursday, May 18:
You need to make sure that you are prepared for dates to try to shock you. They may just be testing the boundaries or seeing if you're easy to shock, but one way or another you're going to have to react.
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| yay new journal time |
[Saturday
May 13th, 2006 12:25pm] |
So i made a new journal for Christian boy not to bother me on my new journal since he doesnt like what i wrote about himi mean it wasnt anything bad.. i was just writing how i felt about certain things..
but anywho its a WHOLE clean new start on this journal.. i mean just with people
reading it.. i mean i dont know whos out there reading my journal..
sometimes its nice to get feed back and help me out on my emotions i really
dont have time to make this all pretty and all ..
anywhooo
i had a great night tonight.. i went and hung out with natalies friends and they were texas as well
it was good in away i felt that texas was there in spirit man.. people dont know how much he meant to me
i love that boy he was my homie he means the world to me and im really serious about getting texas tattooed on me i dont know where yet..
it was great i got high which i loveeeeeee hehe yay for weeeeed
well im gonna go start finishing packing...
<3
erica
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